See Me are currently running a campaign called #myunfilteredlife alongside the existing #powerofokay.
The campaign aims to get people to post pictures of their lives unfiltered; pictures that show what life’s really like. In the spirit of this, I decided to write a blog post about my unfiltered life.
My unfiltered life involves the following things:
Struggling with sleep. I didn’t really sleep last night. Or the night before. Or the night before…you get it. Taking hours to fall asleep. When I do sleep, I wake to nightmares, or just wake super early to lie wide awake for hours.
Struggling to enjoy myself. So not really enjoying anything. I really have issues with this one, because, not only do you get to do fun things and feel no enjoyment from them, you get to feel guilty for not enjoying them afterwards.
Struggling with thoughts of not wanting to be here/do this anymore. ‘Nuff said.
Some of these are things I’ve written about in more depth in other blog posts, and some aren’t. But this is my real life, unfiltered. So there you have it.